so now i fade into the workaholic life. just got my 3rd promotion in a year. seems i'm management material. hello salary, good bye life. At least i have paid vacations. Going snowboarding. See you in New England.

yeah i deleted this thing a long ass time ago i thought. but since its here..


i never wanted to believe them. and i thought i never would. but they might be right. i wish they werent.



harsh.

i went to the seminole hard rock hotel and casino, won about 50 bucks on the slots my first 10 minutes in there. Then I lost it all, and lost some more.. then a little more... and from then on i just used my money to buy drinks. In other news, ciggarette free still. Looks like I got the addiction beat. I dont even really have a craving unless im around smokers, but then the smoke starts smelling bad and i just move away. I still however smoke much ganja. Although I should stop immediately due to a urinalysis on the 23rd. Other then that, glad to be home.

My stay in Texas is OVER! I get on a plane at 4pm texas time.... 6pm florida time... and should be home by 10pm florida time. I've been thinking alot, and I'm ready to take up a new hobby. I've been looking at motorcycles and the one I want is the Honda CBR F4i. It looks like a good starter bike. Other than that, I havnt had a ciggarette in 4 days. It hit me about a week ago, I had a sore throat. What if i went to the doctor to get my sore throat checked out, and he tells me, oh, its cause of ciggerettes, and by the way you have cancer and will die of it, so its too late to quit now. So yeah, I'm finally gonna quit before its too late. I've been asked a few times if i want a smoke, and i just tell myself, life is better than death, and ciggarettes will one day kill me if I wait too long to quit. Lets hope it works.

Its funny they picked Jen to be watching CNN and eating ice cream. But Danny blasting zombies with a shot gun? Friggen useless, they just put themseleves back together duhh.. A squirt gun is the only way to go when it comes to zombies.

I decided to see what else El Paso has to offer other than Ft. Bliss. I bought some new clothes for the evening, and a rental car (cherry red 2005 mustang). I started out at Red Lobster. Not sure why cause im not a fan of sea food. There I sampled a fillet of salmon. Wich really wasnt too bad. I also had a few beers and some chocolate cake. The fish wasnt very filling and i needed something more to drink on... so i ate chocolate cake?....
After red lobster I found my way to Clicks. Turns out Clicks has quite a few locations, even one in Orlando. I played a few games of pool with some Army friends, and only won one of them. I drank about 6 beers and a had a few shots. All in all, an ok night, but still i recommend never going to El Paso. I dont have a thing against mexicans, but damn theres alot of them here.

but i can see why the only thing anyone remembers is the steers and queers...


and if you didnt figure it out, I'm in texas. West texas. El Paso I think. Ft. Bliss is the worst army post have have ever been to. Its the biggest, and yet theres still nothing here. I spend my work days in a hallway. I restrict access to certain parts of my hallway and only people who wear yellow badges may enter. I stand there for 8 hours and wave people by. And your tax money paid for me to be here. On my off days I sleep as much as I can, reason being, the more I sleep, the less time I have to be here. I come home april 1st. If any of you really wanted to know.

i never wanted this shit. but here it is. i work almost every day. i go to bed early. friday night is the only night. marijuana makes me tired. beer makes me sick. love is a lost cause. friends are distant and only reachable through a game of halo.

so much for fighting for freedom.

anyone going to the taste of chaos in orlando? my chemical romance, the used, senses fail, a static lullaby, underoath, saosin, opiate for the masses, bleed the dream, and some guy named nicky p.
2/18 Orlando, FL Edge Concert Pavillion @ 8 Seconds $22.50 5:00pm

... scratch that, saosin isnt appearing til march....

still, a few good bands.

well, i did it. i got stoned off my ass with 2 girls. just me, some bud, some beer, and 2 girls. It wasnt anything great or superfun, not until i vommited everywhere anyways. haha.